{"id":896,"date":"2005-05-15T01:18:58","date_gmt":"2005-05-14T20:18:58","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/addlepated.net\/blog\/archives\/896"},"modified":"2005-05-15T01:18:58","modified_gmt":"2005-05-14T20:18:58","slug":"non-innovative","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/addlepated.net\/blog\/archives\/896","title":{"rendered":"Non-Innovative"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>It&#8217;s taken me years to come to terms with the fact that I am not a self-starter.  I have a severe lack of innovation.  Throw me at an empty canvas and I shrivel and panic.  The sight of all the blank space, all that <b>potential<\/b>, overwhelms me.  Anything could be there.  That&#8217;s what Shakespeare faced, and look what use he made of it.  <\/p>\n<p>However, give me the slightest push in a direction, plant the germ of an idea in my mind, and I&#8217;m fine.  If you tell me, &#8220;Write a story&#8221;, I would freeze while giving you my best patented deer-in-the-headlights look.  Tell me, &#8220;Write me a story about apes&#8221;, and I&#8217;m off like a shot, researching and writing and happy.<\/p>\n<p>The only time I&#8217;m ever able to be spontaneously creative is when I let it happen unexpectedly.  If I let an idea bubble up from the primordial ooze of my subconscious, pretend to ignore it until it ripens a little, and then love it and pet it and hug it and squeeze it, I can come up with  stuff.<\/p>\n<p>It was this way when I was working on <a href=\"http:\/\/dreadhousecredits.addlepated.net\">Dread House<\/a>.  I managed to come up with a couple of puzzles because I wasn&#8217;t trying to.  At a few points I sat down and attempted to force inspiration and ended up running scared.  The same with the web designs for <a href=\"http:\/\/www.strangerthanfictionmagazine.com\/\">STF Magazine<\/a>, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.puzzlecards.net\/\">Puzzlecards<\/a>, and <a href=\"http:\/\/www.iaminvisible.com\/\">I Am Invisible<\/a>.  <\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s so fulfilling to create things.  I hope I&#8217;m able to train myself better to do it on command.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It&#8217;s taken me years to come to terms with the fact that I am not a self-starter. I have a severe lack of innovation. Throw me at an empty canvas and I shrivel and panic. The sight of all the blank space, all that potential, overwhelms me. Anything could be there. That&#8217;s what Shakespeare faced, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[10,5],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/addlepated.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/896"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/addlepated.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/addlepated.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/addlepated.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/addlepated.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=896"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/addlepated.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/896\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/addlepated.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=896"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/addlepated.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=896"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/addlepated.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=896"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}